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| Monday, November 22nd, 2004 | | 9:52 pm |
there aren't words to describe you. i love you so much. | | Thursday, May 6th, 2004 | | 12:10 am |
I just don't know... When will I find her? Have I already? | | Saturday, February 28th, 2004 | | 11:07 am |
sometimes i just don't know if it's worth the effort. | | Wednesday, February 25th, 2004 | | 8:27 pm |
this is not real
this is not real. you are too beatiful. when, will we finally kiss? | | Tuesday, February 24th, 2004 | | 3:28 pm |
Hope
So I have hope, and it feels good. And she likes me, I think, and that feels better than anything. And I'm not sure why I am writing, but I am. Did I just feel that, like hot metal, that hope, spark of which I can hear in the base of my skull? Why can't I just hurt all of YOU, those who hurt me. One time, I hit this man so hard his head exploded like a squashed grapefruit. It was in the parking lot of this cowboy bar in Calgary. I saw something gray leak out of his face. My friend, an Indian, said I was hardcore. But I was never anything like that. Just scared. Every fucking day of my life. |
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